Me
The human mind learns by relation.
To learn something new, I relate it with something I know. That way I can learn
anything new. If the amount of overlap is more then I retain it better.
So that means, probably everything I know must be related in some wierd way to
the first flash of a red toy that my eyes registered. Say I saw a red bell.
registered. then i saw my mom. not red. larger. registered. and so on.
but what did i relate the red toy to? i related it to my mom as soon as i saw
her.
so the relation is interdependant. I wud find it very difficult to retain an
absolute image of a red toy, had it not been for something else i remembered by
relating it to it.
So that means that relational memory works both ways.
So it becomes tough to understand things you cant relate to. I have drifted
into a different state of consciousness since 2 years now. Life looks
different. Its like a huge paradigm shift in my relational database. The same
things appear different. Since I have experienced it I know its possible. It takes a lot to ignore the atoms inside everything I see. I find it difficult to be oblivious to the iron hand of the system around us. I feel blissed to be a part of it. And i feel glad to have the heart I have. And my heart makes me feel glad. There is no want. no room for any want.
Its impossible to be able to relate to the me I am. I would have considered myself a freak 2 years ago.
I just look at myself from an aquaintance’s point of view.
this guy is always smiling. Always busy. doing something. And he always helps. Why? Whats the big picture here? What does he have in his mind? What is he thinking? Whats the intention behind this?
These people lose out on knowing me. They cant understand me. because they cant relate to me. I am the red toy they need to relate everything else to. Only then they will be able to retain the red toy.
there are some people..some of my close friends who have great minds. they are able to “know” me .. without being able to relate to me. I wudnt be able to do it.
There is only a one line defination for me. I do what i feel.
